i don't get it,what's your god damn buzz?:S

okay,i know it ended a tad on the bad note...but there's no reason for him to be desperatly seeking attention si there?i mean..okay,one minuet you hate my friends soon as it ends you suddenly love them and now hang round with them?you hate gigs..next thing you go to work and show p afterwards to dampen my mood?then you write a pathetic blog,trying to guilt trip me...sad thing is i think it's working!
i know i did the right thing,at least i think i do..

well,gig the other night..drank too much for my own good and well,you know yourself:L good night though..it's wierd,having you know a social life again!i was wrapped in a bubble for five months don't get me wrong..it was good but like,i dunno i became so distant form town from my friends and well everyone really!

i love this,:]
i missed it,
and well...it's good to have it back

love,an amlost happy camper!

x

okay so..i thought i was done with the whole blogging thing,but i don't know i'm beginning to miss it.
recently i feel compeletly detached from the outside world,distant. it's like now i live in a bubble,with very few people.
i don't know why..but i thought being in a relationship was easy,clearly not. don't get me wrong..i love being in one it's just that i don't feel that close to anyone i know that sounds so sad an pathetic but i'm afraid to say it's true.
i miss last summer i really do!not a care in the world..everyday lazing out in the park with the warmth of the sun on our faces the smell of freshly cut grass and the cool breezy wind from the river not moving an inch,just sitting having the craic with everyone before they all got older and drifted there seperate ways.
looking back i didn't think much would change,we were little third years all happy to have the junior over and done with excited to see what the future had in store for us! weither..well,lol now everyone just suddenly grew up. we've all matured people are doing there leaving cert and shortly going to collage,you don't hang round with the sae people much..your wondering where the hell the time went!
i miss park days,not a worry to our lives,drinking with everyone,social life in general!:L
ahh i dunno..mabey it's just me in a bad mood,or being paronied,but honestly i don't feel like loosing my mates or my boyfriend anytime soon.
arrrgggghhh!i'd love an ice-cream right now from huckleberrys.make my day.

I'm soo fucking bored,and slightly sick. what way to cure your boredom than to start a new blog..start a fresh. this blog is going to be more full of mood swings and all that jazz seeing as I'm what...a sixteen year old girl?obviously I'm going to have problems!
my main problems...image,boy and of course i rant a lot a lot a lot!
i feel like i need to do something different for a change,otherwise somethings just going to fuck up in my face like it normally does! :/
I've grown a love for bob Marley..mainly because people keep sending me them in texts to cheer me up!^^
I've been a pissy cunt today!and oh my god..i hope people don't take me seriously I'm just an angry person..too fucking angry,and emotional that's one thing I've noticed about myself anyways.

mhm...it's raining today joy!i have a blank canvas...and for once i don't know what to paint it's such a bollocks. ¬¬ mhm..I'll find something eventually i guess. I've also made a big decision today..I've always kinda had my heart set on art but today i just said fuck it..i really don't think it's for me,well not as a career anyways I'll settle for a cleaner..x] nah,maybe something else..mhm!